Unrecognized

Do you feel buried alive?

In a mirror, unrecognized 

I think you do

Always there for me to see

Out of reach, I want to go back

To let go of the lost 

That can't be found, its a feeling I yearn

To see you there, standing there, 

I don't think I mind

Words//they fall out

I promised you there

these clouds hang low

Don't wait for me 

this rain it pours

You talked to me

as wind you roared

A few more months

its cold

words,

They fall out

streets, 

Are quiet now

lets forget, restart in the morning

You know I try so hard

but it hides behind the clouds

Gone

Cinders

What happened that night? You were gone for awhile 

I sat alone, under the moon next to the fire 

I watched it grow small, singe and burn 

Nothing was left when you returned 

Present, in another place 

glazed pupils, expressionless face

Dazed and dreary, mind full of songs 

You can’t sing along 

Warm cinders, a whole night gone

The moon, horizon, a rising sun 

Your screaming eyes, a voice gone dim

said everything, broken, yet no words were said 

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What if it's all true?

Ocean

They came crashing down

not me, not me, not me 

Stinging, apathy 

As the water flows through me, free 

the song 

Pulls me under 

The silence 

Of a story 

Never told 

They came crashing down 

Why them, why them, why them

A victim to the fold

Another lost soul 

I’m sorry 

is what I should've said 

that night when we were alone in your house

broken

cause I know that I was all wrong 

Slow song

Two more weeks, has it really gone by that fast?

say goodbye, to the only life I've ever known

years to go, all alone, where to go, where to roam

Happy song

Is this all that it’s worth? 

cause I don’t want to go home 

Could’ve sworn I saw you 

Crying on the porch 

Cause your old shoes, they don’t fit 

She’s waiting, you make her sit 

A Year ago you felt that way, lost your focus have you really changed? 

Time slips away down here 

Another year day by day 

Watching time slip away 

Now it’s my shoes, that don’t fit 

Cause 3 years  it doesn’t feel like long 

A lifetime, all gone 

a memory, its all wrong

Math song

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Minecraft song

a song for the deer that licked our hands

once these trees grow over our fence, then it will be a home

The green grass grows in your backyard 

You laugh with me but not as hard 

Those birds we chased are in the clouds

From silence, you hear the sound 

The day was warm, and you were mine 

And the sun won’t shine brighter than your eyes 

And these quiet nights, remind me of your laugh, when we raced, you thought you were fast 

These lights are in the stupid ground 

You bought more than you could count 

With the hopes of everything 

You wished to see in the dark 

But these lights won’t shine when they're cold 

They flash in the night, through my window  

These times are old, some are new 

You’re not gone but I miss you 

The way these trees they move

Reminds me of why I love you

It was the look in your eyes with summers end 

Passed those months, now its colder

Is it true that we ever had that feeling 

I think I hate October

silhouettes from a time we can't remember

There’s a place I know 

where all you have to do is ask 

It keeps you from knowing the way 

Tell the shadow to stay 

Stay away 

I ask it how to be 

It tells me to stay me 

A dark world of people to see

A dark world of people like me 

Stay away 

fear of the unknown 

Carried its weight with regret 

So scared to grow old 

It’s only me and the shadow 

Please stay 

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interlude (take 31)